For Sailor

I am a bird, afraid of heights

I am a fish, drowning tonight

In an ocean of fear.

 

The lion got killed by a deer, and why

Do angels appear in this hell of mine

That’s suddenly here.

 

Who took you away, declaring the end

The clocks must be wrong and no signs were sent

This just cannot be real.

 

Oxygen wanes and I’m bleeding out

Everything’s broken, lost, damaged and foul

Please someone reverse the wheel.

 

Chorus:

Oh you are my kingdom; I refuse that you were, I will come and find you wherever you are

Yet I’m facing the headlights, I cannot move, I want you so much, I’m denying the truth

Oh come back if you don’t I step into the light, burning in pain till again you are mine.

 

 

Forever engraved is your soul in my heart

I cannot exist, I am falling apart

Zero purpose remains.

 

So high the moon, so far you are

I am left with none, and just want to run

Into your shadow that fades.

 

The agony keeps repeating itself

Or I spin around it, don’t know love, please help

Make this all go away.

 

My life is sustained by your presence alone

Without you, I promise, I’m turning to stone

Remove all those tears and this pain.

 

[Repeat Chorus]

 

Don’t leave me out here, oh Sailor please don’t

I am not prepared, I can’t fight this front

All known armies deceased.

 

Streams of lava entrapped my will to live

And God only knows if heaven exists

Oh let’s make one dear priest.

 

All powers above name your price and your wants

I’ll meet all demands cause continue I can’t

In this darkness and cold.

 

There must be a way but all exits seem blocked

My universe’s lost and with it the thought

That joy will again unfold.

 

[Repeat Chorus]